This semester killed me. The final exam period is killing me. Shit is hitting the fan and I don’t like it.
I am going to keep it very short.
Why do people take me for granted, pick on me and make fun of me all the time, and why do I have to be the target for everything…? My friends and co-workers don’t mean a thing I guess. Coming to a realization of these things was quite difficult and was hard to swallow. It may not be such a manly thing to do but crying my eyeballs out last night helped me to a certain extent. I guess men have to cry sometimes, too; they are human beings after all.
I am done. I am done with putting up with people’s crap, I am done being the “nice guy,” I am just done with life. I am not going to give my 100% to people anymore, because what happens at the end? I get screwed over with my own kindness. There’s just no incentive to be nice to people anymore. I had to realize it the hard way. Just hurts to know that people take advantage of me.
Damage’s been done.
Good day.
Well this week and weekend have been just alright I suppose. Nothing too radical. Haha. But at work, I feel like this week would be very much missed since starting tomorrow, I’d be actually going out to do some field work which involves a lot of walking and taking the Metro =/ This week has been a week full of Korean shows. I know. So Korean of me. For all Koreans out there, you have to see 최고의 사랑. It is probably one of my favorite shows all time. But in the mean time, I should probably get to Dexter sometime this summer. Haha. Haven’t seen it since the beginning of this past season. Oops? This weekend, I watched golf and went to the range: both very fun in my opinion. The range could have been more fun if my shots were more decent but whatever. I also found out that my friend from Korea is going to be visiting the States and has this texting application on her phone so we can talk more often. Always a good thing! Haha. On the other hand, I wish she hadn’t told me that she was going to visit since I know I’ll be devastated the fact that I won’t get to see her: coastal differences… I guess I’ll keep myself satisfied with texting abilities. Haha.
Anyway, I hope all of you had a nice papa day today! I didn’t do anything extravagant but treated my family with lunch after church and my brother got him a couple ties. Wish those US Open tickets were cheaper! =/
Good weekend overall! Have an awesome week and talk to you all soon!
S
Submitted by letsstayinlove:
My poodle, Cedie, loves chewing on a rock that he picked up from the beach.
DOOD’S SO FLUFFY!!!
My god… It has been a long long time since the last time I updated my tumblr.
I think it’s about time for me to post something. (Plus I feel somewhat obligated to post things on my tumblr, now that Audrey (another intern) would want to see it in the near future… Hahaha
Anyway, since the last time I updated, a lot of things happened, some hit the fan.
But past all aside, currently I am interning at the DC Mayor’s Office on Asian and Pacific Islander Affairs as the Language Access Intern. It’s pretty sweet and I have yet to do any of the mundane intern stuff (BUT my direct superior told me this morning that I’d be getting food and such sometime next week but that’s not that big of a deal considering how long it took them to ask me to do such thing).
My life since the beginning of the school year 2010-2011 had many ups and downs. People left my life and became a part of my life. I guess… well that’s just life right? Lately, my life has been full of ups—internship and many other small things that I learned to appreciate.
I started, at least plan on, working out a lot over the summer, maybe tone up a little bit while losing some beer bellies. In fact, I think I worked out a little too hard yesterday; my arms are killing me. I can’t even take my shirt off without being in a pain. Hahaha. Oops? Hope the end justifies the means.
To move on to a darker subject, not to be a buzzkill, I had a nice pleasure of talking to my parents just now and I began to wonder “Why did my friends ignore me? What did I do to deserve some treatments that I got from my friends most of the time?” Some of my friends would refute this set of questions as “Oh, I say the things that I say to you because I am comfortable saying that and comfortable with you.” But in retrospect, I think some of the things that my friends would say are completely outrageous and very insulting. Hurt.
Anyway, that was a bad note to end my post in several months. My apologies. I need to get to sleep now since I have to wake up at a fairly early time tomorrow morning. Good night tumblr! See you more often
Well, Taara Khalilnaji, my BFFL, is coming to Boston to bro out.
It’s gonna be great because we can go on double-date(s) with my girlfran, Desiree Okoh. No big deal.
